Gettin' Started

To feel free and alive again. To breathe in deep and feel light on the shoulders. To feel relieved and at peace.
       Is that too much too ask?
                  
                          Gettin' busy and being busy might be suffocating but for me, it's game time! Usually, it wouldn't feel this good but being at home 24/7 (exceptions on Sundays & Saturday ) having not much to do is killing me bit by bit inside. I am dying in an extremely slow process which is torturing. Gettin' all busy-up is like having a defibrillator bringin' me back to life. Hence, feelin' more alive than ever.
                         
                          Oh yeah, did I mention college will commence soon on 28th this very month. As stoked as I am, it all just seemed so surreal. I've got butterflies in my stomach just by the thought of attending college for the first time. Need a hug so badlyy :/