Being Alive

 

 Maybe I was bored. Maybe I wanted to puke. Maybe I wanted you to see my bloated face. Maybe I wanted you to believe I am that fat now. Maybe you won't believe. Maybe I was just trying to put a smile on your face. Maybe you smiled. Maybe I just wanted my mouth to be filled with air. Maybe it is not filled with air but water. Maybe not. Maybe it is for you. Maybe it is for him. Maybe just for fun.

      Can you be sure ?

Or is it gonna be a question mark?